I’m struggling. The pain is back. My hips and back are at a constant 3/4 and sends shooting pain to an 8 through out the day and night. My left woke me.
I know what I need to do. My pride is not letting me. I need to take my cushion with me and sit on it rather then hard seats. Everywhere…..
I don’t like to show my illness or pain. I don’t want to now. This is fucking bullshit. Can I at least please have my dignity?
The pain is making me exhausted and overly sensitive. I do not …… FUCK!!!!!
Pic is my tire on the side of the freeway last week. That’s how I feel today. Soooo fucking pretty!!!